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Tuesday 25 June 2013

Heart skips a beat ?

Seriously truly my heart skips a beat ! Tadi petangs kan sempat lagii saya tidur smpai 5lbh. Malas mw besiap awal knun. Jam 6 bru mndi. Hahaha. Skli tyme ticking dan masa kami mw jmpa sdh smakin dekats kan, andu bh begegar tgn sya ! Nervous tahapp gabann gia ! Nervous cz jumpa besties yg sdh lama x jmpa then sb jumpa c dya. Hihi <3 

Td sya kena ambil d rumah, skali nmpk dya duduk d depan makkk aiiii nervous bagaii lh kenok hati iii. haha. buat muka chillax, masuk kereta, simply say Hi walhal dlm hati andu bh. Naik kalii aahh tekanan drh sy trus gara2 degupan laju ituh. Besalam lagi sama dya. aaasssstttaaaaggggaaa ! Teragak2 bh mau salam tp salam juga then kidum2 sorg2 d belakang. Hahaha. Sejak kebelakangan nye bru kami rapat balik, I admit it, dya pun say the same. Sebab since kami chitchat pakai Line, sjak 2 lh mcm2 cer kami share. mcm dahulu kala masa c KML. Dehh, betapa saya rindu dya. Masa chatting cm x sabar mw jumpa kunun tp siapalah saya d hati dya. TTM maybe ? haha. Pas nye saya mau apply monthly internet package nye demi chatting sma dya sedja. wahahahaha ;P
I admit, chenta saya sama dya berputik kembali. No matter how many time saya nafikan tp hati saya kepala saya tatap cakap YA ! astaga apakah ? Ntah berapa kali sdh jadi cm nye. Dulu msa jd ttm sm c Capital F off knun feel tuk dya, then on blk. Pastu, bila cpl sma c capital N, off lh tu feeling. Tp bila break kan, cakap nemaw couple itu ini. Dan dengan yakinnya saya menyatakan bahawa perasaan saya tuk dya sdh off ! Off K OFF !
Tp bila sy say off kans, sedih nye knun nye aty. Reason ? Unknown =.= Then bila jumpa and chitchat sma dya, aty nye cm inda sabar mau jumpa dya. Yes, kami 4org bjumpa tp paling x sabar saya mau jumpa is Him. Ssseeehhh. Well, he terlalu care sama saya. Masa d KML saya x pernah lupa, asal saya sakit, dya mesti akan tny khabar n mcm2. Masa saya punya mata sakit sebab stupid lens, dya punya risau, sumbody told me lh. Hihihi. Pastu, masa saya quit matrix & mau masuk KSKB, Kuching. It's a very far place so dya risau akan keadaan saya, & pd msa yg sma ad classmate dya d KML akan jd classmate sy d KSKB so dya berabis suruh sy bkwan dgn kwn dya 2 spy sya x lonely2. Sdh saya d sna, kdg2 kami bsms lh jg sblm dy bz mghadap xm PSPM. Bila saya ngadu sma dya pasal kena kacau bagaii, dya simply say "jangan layan. f dya kacau kau lagii, kau kc no aku sma dya. kw ckp lh kw sdh ad bf dan f dorg x caya, kc no aq sma dorg. pndai lh aq ceramah dorg 2 nnti" Okay, where can I find a truly sweet friend like him ? Like I said be4, we cared for each other like lovers but we're not in a relationship. Haha. Mmg nmpk lh dya worry much 'bout me study in a very far place. Far dari apa sya xtw lh pula. Sb study jauh2 sna sorg2, xda org yg sya kenal lagi bila sya p sna, family xda, tu lh kali dya risau. Dya mmg slalu risau pasal saya & sya pn xtw napa. haha. Dya sgt care dan sgt sweet okay. I admit it.

Buduh oh saya ! Knp lh sy sng2 p ganti dya sama lelaki lain msa d Sarawak ? Bfoya2 gituu. Pdhl . . . . . Susah lh mw cakap :'(Menyesal pn teda guna sdh kans bebeh ku shahrinah ? huhuhuhuhuhuhui. Tak pa lh. Yg pnting, kami tetap BFF ;) TTM ? Unsure lh pula sb ttm pn mcm ada. wahaha ! yg pnting itu perasaan saya sm dya tidak padams yet kami still berkawan. Mayb that's better for the both of us :) 

*Near, far, wherever you are, this heart of mine just meant for you*

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