4th and the last day at Marina Cove Resort

Hey there. Sambung blogging lagi :) Well, it's about my last day at the jamboree. Hari tu, we had a blast ! Really. A blast ! Every peserta yang ikut jambori 2 cm family sudah. Bergambar sama smua org, even hakikatnya, we don't really know each other. Haha. Just taking pictures, sebagai kenangan lah kan. My teammates and I pun take a lot of pictures together. And one thing yang paling penting, I'm gonna miss my admirer. Hahaha. And I know who that guy is. Tp buat der saja. Buat2 x taw yang dia interested. Saya taw dya interested/minat pun, from my friend. She perhatikan gaya dan cara that guy layan me, a bit different than the other. Hee. Well, it's unbelievable though. Tiba-tiba pegi sana, ada orang minat *bangga lah sekejap* hahaha. Anyway, after closing ceremony ended, I once again had a blast with my friends from my college, KML. Sangat2 banyak benda kami buat, and we had fun together. :) And really, saya bersyukur sebab mereka terima saya dalam family PRD dorg sebab my friend, TLX and I, bukan orang yang mempunyai jawatan tetapi terpilih tuk p 2 jambori. Special thanks to Umi Kamsiah N our Mr. President, Syukri sebab pertimbangkan kami tuk di bawa ke Perak :') Then kami pun berjalan ke KL, ikut bas dari KMNS. Dorang bawa kami jalan2 d Tanjung Karang *makan* and then p Setia City Mall. So, kami sampai KLIA at almost 11 pm. Awesome kans. X pernah saya p airport se'awal' itu. Haha. And tyme d airport, macam2 kami buat, round 1 KLIA 2. Sampai me and my friends *yang x tidur pada malam itu* hafal sudah apa benda yang ada dalam KLIA 2. hahaha. and to be honest, saya x tidur selama 15jam. Since 14 Nov, jam 6 petang until 15 Nov, 9 am. Hebat kan ???? Haha. 1st tyme lh saya x tidur. And IDK why saya masih lagi dalam 'hyperactive mode' padahal the day before, kami tidur lewat. Jam 1:30am baru kami smua tidur gara2 maw packing. Huhu. Tapi x pa, pecah jua record. Hee. ^^V. So, that's that. Enjoy the pictures I shown below :)

It's all 'bout him

My crush. Yes, this post is all 'bout him. I call him Mr MK Lee. Ada lah 2 sebab-musabab dya kenapa saya call dya MK Lee :D Sooo. Here's the story. Saya mula suka dya, actually sejak form 4 lagi. saya ternampak dya d 1 cafe yang my friends and I suka lepak. and on the same day, saya baru sedar rupanya dya pun pegi tempat tuition yang sama dengan saya. Tapi sayangnya tyme 2 saya ada boyfie, so saya kurang bagi perhatian lh sma dya. Plus, dya pemalu orangnya *tyme tuition* and masa 2, saya just minat gitu2 sedja sama dya. not less, not more. Tapi, secara kebetulan, he study in the same college with me. And shockingly, he is best friend to a friend of mine. So, automatically, kami berempat jadi rapat :) Terkejut beruk juga saya bila nampak dya for the 1st tyme. And apa yang menggembirakan saya is, dya yang duluan tegur saya. Asking "kaw kenal saya kh ?" kekok 2 kekok lah tapi buat relax saja. Haha. Last2 jadi rapat juga kami. Selalu outing sama2. And kami tyme outing 2 selalunya berdua dulu p UK. Sementara tunggu the other two datang. So, kami jalan2 lah. And the 1st tyme kami outing 2, beramai2 lah, me and him x sengaja jadi sangat rapat. macam2 lah kami buat. haha. selalu study sama2 and dll. And x taw since when, I started to like him. Saya pun terkejut actly, tapi my friends perasan. balik2 dorang tanya "kaw ada feel bh kan sma dya ?" tapi as usual, saya deny. But my heart say yes *ego* hohoho. And 1 day, ada lah dua orang kawan saya 2 buat sampai c dya mengaku yang dya actly penah suka saya *before he had gf* and dya minta mereka berdua tuk tanya saya, kw pernah suka c MK lee kh ? So saya pun confess jx lh. And we ended up, menyesal. Sebab ? Dari awal x ngaku yang we like each other, until it's too late. Dya sma gf dya pn, actly I really don't know lah apa true story, how they bersama tapi yang saya tw, kami sebenarnya masih suka sama suka. Cuma sekarang after they broke up *not because of me, okay ?!?* saya x taw apa perasaan dya sama sya. Naluri saya mengatakan, he still like me. But, tengok dari reaksi dan action dya, cm ada cm teda. 50-50 gitu. Saya pun confuse. Huhu. Tapi x pa lah, because I already promised myself, once I get out of the college, I'll try to forget my feelings towards him and move on. sebab tyme d college dulu, sangat susah maw buang nye feeling. sebab we both selalu terserempak and outing sama2. so memandangkan now saya dah pindah p kolej lain *bakal pindah p KSKB Kuching*, I've promised myself to move on. Kami berkawan 2 tetap lah berkawan, tapi perasaan nye, akan saya cuba hilangkan :') It's hard but O have to try it. Daripada saya sakit and x dapat apa2, it's better to throw it away, far away from here. And to be honest, dya lah 1st guy yang buat saya rasa cm nye. serius. and dya juga lh the 1st guy that I have the guts to confess my feelings to. Nye serious. Saya x pernah confess perasaan saya sama orang lain dulu, dya lah the one and only, the 1st guy I've ever confessed to. Tapi sekarang, I don't know what will happen to us. Nasihat dari kawan2 and cousy saya, they told me to wait his action. Jangan lagi saya yang bertindak duluan. Kalau dya betul2 mau saya jadi gf dya, biar dya yang datang cari saya. So, I follow their advice and wait. But I don't know, until when should I wait for him.

Mr MK Lee, I hope you read this :')

3rd day at Marina Cove

Hey people. I'm back :) Again, telling you 'bout my day at Marina Cove Resort, Perak. 3rd day... Well, just the same as before, my day was filled with exciting new knowledge and experience. A whole lot of 'ceramah' session. And in the evening, shockingly we have a cultural night. It's the first time they are making the cultural night for the PRD jamboree. SO, we were happy for it. And for my team, we choose 'pentomen' where 2 people are reading the script and the others are acting silently. It's a fun night but honestly, very tiring. We end the night VERY late, almost 12:30.And we had to pack at this time. Can you even imagine our condition !?! We were like ZOMBIES packing our own stuff and sleep at 1 am. Awesome, huh ? And we were told that the next morning, we have to dress formally, from top to bottom and bring our enormous luggage to the hall that's WAY far from apartment. huhu. 

 Do look at our pictures below :